Time to get back to blogging

I can't think of anything new to blog. It's been a rough past couple weeks and I don't want to imagine how the next year is going to be. Birthdays, holidays, will all seem so different now. His presence in our lives, in my life, was so huge that now all there is is an empty space. I knew he would pass away one day, but I thought it there would be more time. Processing this has been difficult, but contrary to what i previously stated, I believe time is key.